The Devil's Rose's blog

2008-03-03 6:35 p.m.

Why You Do This?!

 Why is it that you always get crushes on the very people you shouldn't?

I mean, granted, the guy who I currently have a thing for is a good guy. I've known him since last year, and he is a genuinely good person.

I just shouldn't like him, is all.

I always do this. Every guy I look twice at is either taken, gay, or otherwise not someone I should be looking at.

In this case, it's because he's a friend. Not only is he a friend, but he's a friend who had a huge thing for one of my other friends. She doesn't like him now, didn't really want more to do with him than a fling at the time, and I just don't even want to ponder what going there would mean.

Still...I think I kind of like him.

Scratch the kind of. I've been checking him out since last year.

Still, he won't look twice in this direction. If my friend was his type, then I couldn't be more NOT his type, and besides, I'd rather stay friends.

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About Me

I'm just an average 19 year-old girl from California, trying to figure out my place in the world. Madness and mayhem prevail in my existence as I navigate university life and try to figure out just what I want from myself. It's an interesting adventure. Want to know anything about me, just ask.

The Devil's Rose

Because I'm always curious where people get their screennames from, here's why mine's 'devils-rose': one of my favorite songs is called "Rose in the Devil's Garden" by Tiger Army. That's the main reason, that and my life can be quite hellish. So it just kind of worked for me.

The Least You Need to Know

I am: crazy; nineteen; female; random; deeply loyal to my friends; always looking to make more friends; something of a warrior, when the situation calls for it; good in emergencies; until they're over; temperamental; creative, artistic, and social; escaping an emotionally abusive childhood; determined to move to Europe; in a major university; studying Linguistics, Japanese, German, and Spanish; and...I don't know, lots of things. :D

Likes/Dislikes

I like: music, concerts, road trips, food, friendship, laughter, frolicking, walking in nature, writing novels and short stories, reading fiction - mostly fantasy, dancing in the rain, late nights, sleeping in, thunderstorms, ogling cute boys, playing at being a pirate, outrunning time, feeling infinite.
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I dislike: homework, waking up early, hot weather, people with no sense of humor, boredom, depression, being at home with my family.

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