The Devil's Rose's blog

2006-11-01 2:40 a.m.

Celtic New Year
"Everybody's Fool
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool

Halloween was...eventful. College life is certainly something to be marvelled at. Hell, it's still going. 2:40 AM and counting.

My roommate managed to gather lots of people together in our room, all in various stages of inebriation. I happen to be Little Ms. Straight Edge, so this is all rather boring. The last time I told my Dad about kids being intoxicated around me, he pointed out that they're really rather boring unless you are also intoxicated...which I never am.

So...yeah. One of our visitors remarked that I looked bored. I began to explain that, not being intoxicated myself, it wasn;t very interesting. But when I mentioned the not being intoxicated, he asked if I wanted to be. Naturally I said no...he asked why.

He's been after me to try these substances since he found out that I'm basically an edge kid. He seems to find it some sort of personal affront that I don't want to. It's pretty funny.

So yeah...

I don't know. This is all just rather weird. Add to that the fact that I'm still confused about my tango lesson tomorrow night...well, it's going to be weird.

My other friends have basically cut and run from tomorrow night's lesson. So I'm going it solo.

Damn it.

Oh, well. Halloween started off as a harvest festival and the Celtic New Year.

So, my New Year's resolution:
Figure out who I am and what's in my heart.

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About Me

I'm just an average 19 year-old girl from California, trying to figure out my place in the world. Madness and mayhem prevail in my existence as I navigate university life and try to figure out just what I want from myself. It's an interesting adventure. Want to know anything about me, just ask.

The Devil's Rose

Because I'm always curious where people get their screennames from, here's why mine's 'devils-rose': one of my favorite songs is called "Rose in the Devil's Garden" by Tiger Army. That's the main reason, that and my life can be quite hellish. So it just kind of worked for me.

The Least You Need to Know

I am: crazy; nineteen; female; random; deeply loyal to my friends; always looking to make more friends; something of a warrior, when the situation calls for it; good in emergencies; until they're over; temperamental; creative, artistic, and social; escaping an emotionally abusive childhood; determined to move to Europe; in a major university; studying Linguistics, Japanese, German, and Spanish; and...I don't know, lots of things. :D

Likes/Dislikes

I like: music, concerts, road trips, food, friendship, laughter, frolicking, walking in nature, writing novels and short stories, reading fiction - mostly fantasy, dancing in the rain, late nights, sleeping in, thunderstorms, ogling cute boys, playing at being a pirate, outrunning time, feeling infinite.
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I dislike: homework, waking up early, hot weather, people with no sense of humor, boredom, depression, being at home with my family.

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